Thinking about God

God (The thing from which everything originates) cannot be a conscious. When something exist alone, with no input or output to the ( no interface with outside), It is dead. The universe is the God and he is dead. There is no purpose of the creation as there is no consciousness related with it. If God is conscious ( then there are no. of them) we cannot know him unless he himself shows up. And as he is controlling us all, why should he show up to me or anyone else without any reason. I am also part of God.